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Perfect is a word that is defined as impossible, a dumb goal, and nowhere to be seen. Perfect is everywhere around us; the ones that look at someone and see a human being, going on about their life. Perfect is a person who feels one feeling all the time; sympathy, and never loses hope. Perfect is someone who will stand by a person who's made horrible mistakes, smile and do nothing to fix them. Inside every person is perfect, and we don't see it with our eyes. Only some see people with their hearts and even fewer see into hearts. Perfect is overwhelming and scary. Perfect is impossible to miss; but something we see in everyone. Only perfect ca

My story is wonderful. My story is exciting, a never-ending trail of excitement. My story is feelings described with words. My story is depth, disguised in characters. My story is mine. My story is me.

Chapter Two I walked into the luxurious bathroom with my hair all messed up and my pyjama shirt twisted to the side. I picked up my toothbrush and started to brush my teeth slowly. "Morning' Sunshine!" Caroline whispered to me, she grabbed her hairbrush and tugged through her big blonde curls. For some reason she always looked so...good. I, on the other hand, looked like someone from a horror movie at the moment. Looking into the big mirror over the sink really isn't a nice wake up call. We finished getting ready and put on out swimsuits underneath our clothes; mom probably won't let us go, but we'll sneak out once she's left for work. I j

Chapter One I could feel this temptation inside of me to keep swimming outwards; I wanted to get to that buoy before Caroline, but something was holding me back. My head was too heavy to hold up out of the water, and everything around me was too loud. Little kids crying and my friends cheering -I think Caroline's winning. I kept throwing my arms in front of me because front stroke is my best stroke, but I just felt too tired to move. My feet were barely kicking and I just hit the bottom of the lake, like a large boulder someone pushed off a cliff. "Sophie!" Caroline called. Something heavy kept bounding on my chest in a fast rhythm; one

I do my best writing at night; in the darkness not the light. For it is the shadows that bring me; the emotions, sometimes even fright.   I lay awake in the black house; seeing flashes of you in my head. It helps that I don't see your face standing before me; I don't even see a trace.   My dreams control me when I'm alone; sitting all by myself in my empty home. I feel everything more intensely

It's the moment when she asks for a hug, and puts her hands in fists. It feels like she's deliberately trying to break your spine, but when the tears fall you find out she just wants you to know it's her heart that needs healing. And if you hug her back you'll feel the same tears, and you'll squeeze back twice as hard; because you feel her pain and you're trying to heal her. The only words she then needs to hear are " I'm here for you."

And you say you know I'll come back at the end of the day But I'll be long gone by then, and you'll be all alone You think I'll crash and cry You don't even worry 'bout me 'cause I'll be just fine You never even tried to catch up to me Now I don't want you to, so don't even try

After everything this become, you're knocking us down one by one don't stop now, there's one more it's a constant battle between minds, it seems she's almost blind because she didn't notice you coming from behind you strike out, and she walks away she'll come back another day

She's giving up, she's letting it all fall down. One day what she's lost will be found. Don't let her drop all the way to the ground; promise to catch her halfway. Don't let her eat herself away in the pain. Let him help you; don't drop it all before you know how to catch it. Don't ever give up on proving them all wrong. Remember how happy you were to sing a song? Where did the girl go, the one who never let anyone in because they'd fly out; where did she go? She's losing everything she's ever had; and she got it all herself. She found it, worked for it and bought it herself. He came in and ruined her. You can be anything that you want to.